For some reason, God often uses movies to help me process big issues in my life. Even movies that I have seen many times. Last night at about 9:00, I decided that I just had to watch the movie Five People You Meet In Heaven. I haven't stayed up that late--on a work night--on purpose for a long time but it seemed necessary so I did. I stayed up and watched the whole thing. I've been struggling with depression and anxiety lately and after watching the movie I got the message. I still need to work on forgiveness. After looking up movie quotes to help me get a place to start, I am asking myself two questions: Why did I need to feel what I felt and why do I not need it anymore?